Monday, April 22, 2019

In Winter (In the year 1914) pg. 64




In Winter                                                 (In the year 1914)


White snow fell on hard ice
Very softly the silvery well murmurs
The naked boughs wage war with the cold
A swarm of winged birds flies off
                And only the storm moans and roars
                It brings complaints and melancholic sorrow
                That moan, that struggle, becomes muffled
                It turns from the world, it flies into the distance
Not long ago there was still a sun in the sky
It cast clear radiant heat
Not long ago, winter, from you
The powerful [wind] blew out life’s charm
                And today the tiny sun, pale and hazy
                Rolls its idle course through the grain fields.
                Green meadows and clean fields
                The thick fluffy snow covers
In the midst of a severe winter, in a shadowy room
The bread ran out, the wood ran out
And the soft crying becomes silent in the poor hut
O mother, call out your song of sorrow

Sunday, February 3, 2019

Verse Dedicated to a Sad Girlfriend (Continued) pg. 63




I can’t die and I can’t live
For what use is life without you
            Sadly, gloomily here on this earth
            The wind wears at the trees
            And my life is that sad
            Because I don’t see you ________.[1]
Like a beggar are my desires
He seeks in a song and a memory

May God in high Heaven shorten my useless life
Give it to someone in the world who is happier[2] than poor me
            Remember me, because I [remember] you
            And my love will end in the grave
Sincere love does not die
My heart loves yours
I will not forget you
Until [I’m] under the cold grave


[1] Blank in original
[2] Or “more fortunate”

Saturday, February 2, 2019

Verse Dedicated to a Sad Girlfriend (Continued) pg. 62






And when, again and again in a free hour
A sad song knits your white temples
Remember alone[1]  that I alone
I wanted to love you [but] you despised me

The liquid of the coastal waves is continually peaceful
May God guide your little boat
In happiness[2], in unhappiness[3], remember me
            For I sincerely love you

            Fate drives us in different directions
            Like the gale [drives] the ocean waves
            But you me, and I you
            Let’s remember [each other] forever, always
Like a wildflower bends down modestly
Thus I beg you, Bronia, don’t forget me

Without you I go [my] way alone
Without any star in the sky



[1] Crossed out in original
[2] Or “good fortune”
[3] Or “misfortune”

Friday, February 1, 2019

Verse Dedicated to a Sad Girlfriend (Continued) pg. 61






Verse Dedicated to a Sad Girlfriend (Continued)



When, again and again, when in a grey hour
Clouds knit your pale forehead
Remember that I alone
In the whole world love you sincerely
            The little bird is sad when they clip her wings
            But sadder is that girl who loves in vain
            Remember me, how that moist earth
            Forever presses on my heart
            Remember me when a lonely lily
            Shines over [my] grave like a goblet
Like a wildflower bends down the ear [of grain]
Thus, I beg you, give me a kiss
            May disease torment you forever
            May patient toil oppress you
            May every guy abandon you
            May your [own] ideal[1] abandon you



[1] i.e. idol?

Sunday, December 2, 2018

Verse Dedicated to a Sad Girlfriend pg. 60




Verse Dedicated to a Sad Girlfriend

Oh, if I were able- for your consolation
I would give [you] the charm of angelic sweetness
I would change your bitter tears into a smile
And free [your] soul of cares and bitterness
Oh, if I could, with a little song, drive away the clouds
That cast shadows of sadness on the youthful days of your life
I would write my song with the angelic chorus
[And] sing to you pleasure, hope, freedom
Your sad soul? May God help you
May the star of hope break through these shadows
May happiness brighten up your grief
May it sincerely lead [you] out of the storm, the lightning
            There are cares, thorns and pains aplenty in this life
            And more than openly, tears flow in secret


Saturday, December 1, 2018

Loose Verses pg. 59




Loose Verses

In this world, already today
Everyone knows this
That when the wife is a candle
Then the husband is just a wick
            The more the wife desires to shine
            In this world
            At that time she sinks[1] [her] husband’s money
            Into [her] purse
A wife’s tongue- even in a pretty [wife]
Is many a time foolish
It’s a windmill that
Grinds grain to no purpose
            But the tongue, more than the windmill
            Usually takes the lead
            When it grinds and crushes
            Even when there’s no wind!



[1] i.e “puts”

Friday, November 30, 2018

Variant! pg. 58





Variant!

When I dream alone at night
At that time, in [my] imagination
The specters of [my] young years stand
Happy and friendly
The happy murmur of young souls
Rejoices in my heart
As if the wondrous sound is heard
Of a favorite song
A spirited youth steps forth boldly
Strong with plenty of fire
Sparks pour from his eyes
[His] veins burn with fire
Where they merely appear
They soon awaken enchantment
All the girls willingly send forth
The sky-blue of longing eyes